"I Tried Becoming Self-Fulfilled And Just Got Filled" (48)

(1) - sub-vocalization
(2) - self-fulfilling prophecy
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-fulfilling_prophecy
http://www.businessdictionary.com/definition/self-fulfilling-prophecy.html
https://study.com/academy/lesson/self-fulfilling-prophecies-in-psychology-definition-examples.html
http://www.umich.edu/~psychol/380sek/Week3.html
http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/SelfFulfillingProphecy